Even though I'm terrified that I'll catch the Coronavirus I honour and accept how I feel about everything that is going on.
Even though I'm truly terrified about my bodies ability to fight off the Coronavirus I honour and accept how I feel.
Even though the thought of someone with Coronavirus being near me brings me to a place of sheer panic, I honour and accept how I feel.
I am so fricking scared that I'll get this thing...
Like, my body is already struggling to cope...
How the hell will my body fight off this thing which scientists can't find a cure for?
As if I'm strong enough to recover...
People are dying...
Like literally, people are dying in the streets...
There's no cure...
Of course I'll get it...
I get everything...
My body is so weak already...
I'm bound to be one of the 3% who don't make it...
I've probably already got it...
It's been flying around undetected for months...
That person the other day coughed near me...
I've probably already got it...
OMG what if I have already got it...
What if I'm the one infecting everyone else?
My poor family...
I don't think I could cope if I was one of those super spreader people...
I don't know what's worse, me getting it or me spreading it...
OMG it's so scary right now...
What if I run out of food?
What if I run out of soap?
OMG what if I run out of everything?
Maybe I should go to the shops?
Maybe I should be stockpiling too?
I've seen all the images with empty shelves everywhere...
I don't think I can cope...
I don't know how to cope...
I'm just so scared right now and I don't know what to do...